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Carlos Rodriguez
@callmecarlucho

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𝐎𝐤, 𝐈'𝐦 𝐠𝐨𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐛𝐞 𝐛𝐫𝐮𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐡𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞... It's been a while since my last post, and oh boy, it's been a roller-coaster! I've undergone 10 ECT/MST treatments. Some days are great, while others are not so much. I receive treatment three times a week, and they still take a toll on my body, so those three days are essentially write-offs for me. Being someone accustomed to serving and helping others, it's been difficult for me to step back and allow myself to be helped and taken care of. Additionally, not being able to work has been challenging. Life doesn't pause just because I'm going through this; predicaments still arise, and bills continue to arrive. I've been on sick leave for a couple of months now, and I initially thought I'd have more time to focus on Carlucho. However, Carlos needed and still needs more attention at this point. Unfortunately, the Instagram algorithm doesn't comprehend that I spent three weeks in the hospital, that I'm undergoing anesthesia three times a week, and that I'm recovering from Major Depressive Disorder, Generalized Anxiety, and much more. Nevertheless, the Universe understands my language, which is why I affirm, "'𝗜'𝗺 𝗿𝗲𝗰𝗼𝘃𝗲𝗿𝗶𝗻𝗴, 𝗜'𝗺 𝗵𝗲𝗮𝗹𝗶𝗻𝗴". I'm communicating to The Universe where I intend to be, while also honoring my humanity—a balance I consider healthy. I've overcome depression once, and I believe I can do it again! Someday, I'll share with you what led me here again. My cognitive sharpness is being temporarily challenged, and even though writing has been part of my profession for over 15 years, I find myself struggling to compose this post. Lots of love, Carlucho #ect #mst #depression #MDD #generalizedanxietydisorder #gad #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealthmatters