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Slide 1: It’s been 20 years since I’ve been that version of myself - but I still carry the weight of her WEIGHT on my shoulders Slide 2: It’s been 10 years since I’ve been that version of myself - but I still carry the weight of her JUDGEMENT on my shoulders Slide 3: It’s been 5 years since I’ve been that version of myself - but I still think about how HARD she was on herself during and immediately after pregnancy Slide 4: It’s been 1 year since I’ve been that version of myself - but I still can’t figure out what PARTS of her are still me I’m terrified of being slide 1 again - but I started this process because I’m terrified of staying slides 2, 3, and 4. When I look back to last year I know I’ve come so far, but I also still very much feel in limbo between all versions of me — constantly trying to figure out what the next version of me looks like. One thing I know for sure — she no longer feels like she has to hide behind her hair. But… Does she still work out six days a week? Does she still eat salads? Does she eat more fries? Does she still feel her stomach as an insecurity tic? Does she still think everyone in the room is judging her? Does she still feel like she has to be a certain size to be loved, looked up to… perfect? I don’t know who she is yet - I just know who she was, and I’m still working through which parts of her I liked and were healthy - and which parts were created because she thought that’s who she was supposed to be. She’s a work in progress. (And she definitely bawled while making this.) #orthorexiajourney #orthorexiaupdate #disorderedeating #disorderedeatingrecovery #eatingdisorderrecovery #orthorexia #orthorexiarecovery #bodyimage #bodypositivity #selflove orthorexia, orthorexia recovery, disordered eating recovery, body image, body positive, self love, love yourself, millennial, moms who workout, fit mom, healthy mindset, dc blogger, real talk, weightloss journey, weight gain journey, fitness journey #dcblogger