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@one.in.onehundred

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I’ve been struggling… This last month has truly been one of the hardest months I have ever encountered since we began our journey to parenthood over 5 years ago. Over these last couple of weeks I feel like I have lost my voice almost entirely. That voice I once had that could so easily put into words everything I was feeling and everything I was going through. That voice I once had that so effortlessly at times could express each and every one of the emotions I was encountering. That voice I once had that was able to bring light to a community that so often is clouded in darkness and heartache. That voice I once knew so well, seemingly was starting to disappear… As hard as it was to admit, I knew I needed to step away for a bit. I needed to create some space between myself and this part of my life, and I needed to give my mind a break from all of this entirely. It was just becoming too all consuming, and I was beginning to feel like I was drowning with no help in sight. No one ever likes to come to the conclusion that something isn’t right, but for myself and most importantly my wellbeing I had to do this. I couldn’t pretend like everything was fine, when it in fact was not. I still have a long way to go, and I have no idea how long it’s going to take to get back to the place that I once was, but until then I can only hope you can be patient with me. So here’s to where I’ve been, what I still need to do, and what I’m continuing to work on. One day at a time… #1in100 #1in4 #1in8 #1in10 #infertility #ttc #pregnancyloss #miscarriage #endometriosis #unexplainedinfertility #recurrentmiscarriage #recurrentpregnancyloss